Thursday, October 7, 2010

Its been a Hell Week, only 3 days into this week.

Bought a psp on monday. Its a scam, went back to that shop on wed and see her response. Gave her a chance but she still bent on eating me, cheating me. I could bear no more, i will go to CASE and see about it. I'm not really positive about the outcome.

Yesterday was really a lousy day. After my lunch, i just felt awkward. Went to that shop. Later to orchard to check out stuffs regarding psp. In the train from orchard to Admiralty, i felt so weak, i felt like asking ppl to give their seats to me. Vomited in evening when i reached admiralty, but still i went for the pinsi buffet at woodlands industrial area. My body felt warm. Vomited again when i went back to Admiralty. Hurried back home to my house nearby clinic.

Nothing went right during this journey, when ever i need to change lines at bishan to orange line and serangoon to north-east line, before i could reach the platforms, the screens always say 6 minutes. Fate can be cruel. Reached sengkang, quickly walk to that clinic.

There's still 5 minutes before the closing time but the doctor refused to see anymore patient. Its a doctor's duty to treat a patient! Have only $10 in my wallet, surely its not enough to see a doctor, called my friends, not one pick up. Friends? I dont think i have any ! In the end have to ask my mum to bring me to another clinic.

Doctor said its food poisoning and fever. A hell week so far, illness and a scam !

0710 thursday.

1:03 PM

Thursday, August 12, 2010

END OF MOP-UP OPERATION ON 11TH AUGUST. END OF BATTLE OFFICIALLY DECLARED ON 7TH AUGUST. BATTLE LAST FROM 25TH JUNE TO 7TH AUGUST, 44DAYS, 48DAYS INCLUDING MOPPING UP OPERATION.

We really finally cleared up everything this time. We now know who's behind our misunderstanding. Many people beforehand said its useless to know everything, instead just move on. But i was just stubborn and in the end i got what i wanna know.

Sorry friend, its not entirely your fault though u said u regret yr actions. I can feel it. Not yr fault, everything takes 2 hands to clap. Now i just wanna bury everything away. I can feel from our conversation that both of us can be back to the past though i'm just remain optimistic, Whatever, finally i can take a big breadth! You too! :)

11th august 2010 wed

12:22 AM

Sunday, July 25, 2010

today, out of no where, went out with 7 gals while i'm the only guy lucky still have Lin Dan. quite reluctant at first but spur on by Peng Fang words; 你是不是男人？ take this experience as a test! something like this... Seriously i really admire her, she's beautiful, she's the type which is my wife category. its not that i admire her only because of today... in the past at work, i had told her that a few times before. Again there's no future if we 2 got together... She older and she going home soon... Thats life...
anyway for memory sake too some pics with her, wanna send her next time. i'm really happy that at least i have a pic of us :) anyway for this 3.5 hours, i say its worth it at least i'm really happy with Peng Fang and also with Lin Dan and the others though we may not be as close. Really thanks for really calling me, Peng Fang. For giving me a chance to apologise even though you say its ok. how sad when i started to know more about you, yet you are going back soon :(
Since thursday, i been busy, with people going out with me. at least these days, i felt more comfort, at least i can temporarily forget my troubles. Many thanks to Lin Dan, Rong Li, Peng Fang and the rest for these 3 days!
Peng Fang, God Bless You!!!!!!!!!!
240710saturday

12:53 AM

Friday, July 23, 2010

today went out with rongli, this just crop up from nothing, just ask lor. anyway, didn't waste my time with her, pour my woes on her, get her counseling, know more about her, about her plans too and i dont think we are just good colleagues now.
no matter what, for this past month, i admit its not good times for me, lucky for her smiles. At least it brings comfort and console when i just think of them whenever i'm hit badly by another her :( really thanks, u have been a good friend! =D
same as with lin dan yesterday, meeting them all at the same place! we just meet for lunch thats all, little did we expect we will be watching inception with her friend till its nearly 9, anyway she quite matured and adorable at times :) both she and rongli like to smile at me as if i'm a big joke! haha, but i dont mind! seriously, your smiles bring comfort and console!
though we may part in the near future and never meet again, these short memories with you gals will live on! God bless you

230710friday

11:44 PM

Sunday, July 18, 2010

if what auntie said is true, i wonder why u are behaving like this. i believe there are reasons behind it. just that i dont know them yet, maybe u yrself not even sure.

you sound unwell when i call u to go for dinner, u rejected, thought u feeling unwell,
I just msg u 2 msg of concern, just simple msg. u replied me; telling me to delete yr number. i know i like u thats why i care for u but i think friends will also send msgs of concern to a friend whom they think isnt well. I dint reply afterwards, i dont know what to say. i know if i say anymore more, something big shall happen. its not as if i msg u everyday, its like a few days, a bit of msgs. yr responses are too over the top, even passer-bys can tell that and that theres should be something behind it- yr reasons. that msg really
well, what can i say. maybe time heals or maybe time will help us.

180710 sunday

11:25 PM