Monday, September 24, 2007

finally, the long awaited english overall result has made its way today. haiz, failed compre, scored 20+ for oral, getting a B is definitely hanging by just a thread. the only hope left was paper 1, it hold 60 marks, 40%.

in the end, i just scored 37 marks, courtesy of 20 marks in situation and 17 in compo writing. immediately, i knew B was not within my effective range. i hoped c5 is. it was, indeed. barely made it, 56. something, cant remember the last few numbers.

haiz, overall results was devastating for prelims. 'its not o-levels results, dont worry too much' many ppl felt this way. its better to treat this remark as a console, not as a way to tell yrself that u will do better in the REAL battle 1 month later. who knows? nobody knows.

did really lousy for prelims. my maths just manage to keep its nose above the rapid water, almost drowning me. 50.5! all thanks to paper 1, totally flunked it, 33 marks, bullshit. hate paper 1, it always nearly caused my maths to fail. however, within bad, there is good. my paper 2 saved me, scoring 60, though i know this score is not that good. i could have scored higher, not for the fact that i forgot some impt fomulas during the exam, especially mensuration.

another bad news. combined sci. chem has always been my enemy. i tried to be its friend, i nearly made it my good friend, i scored 49/100 for it. i shld have passed, not for the generousity i gave, 5 marks, i counted, stupid mistakes. hahaha, physics though i dont quite like it too, having to memorise countless formulas, was a good friend of mine. it always rescued me when chem tried to bring me down to meet Death God. this time, same too. it pulled me up. 60.5/100, overall result for combined sci was 54.75, will they round up, if they do, this subject will jump 1 grade, make my L1R4/R5 look lighter. hahahaha. . . lame

within bad, there is good. my combined humans passed, 32 for ss, 29 for history. unlike mid-yr, both failed, 46/100. and my geog, improved by 4 marks, 67. hahaha, jump 1 grade! i want a distinction in o-levels, easiler said than done. . . i know.

just 1 more month left. 就算没心情读，也要逼自已读！不好好利用所省的日子，只怕明年一月多会流下两行泪. i hoped tears of joy, instead of tears of failure, fall.

though End has not arrived, i can see it from a distance. . .

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