Thursday, October 25, 2007

Dear X,

Today's battle of geog did not go the way i wanted. This battle was important as i want to use this subject as one of my r4 subjects. I lost at least 26 marks. This was so unexpected! I think the most i can salvage from this battle is just 50+ marks! No choice, in a last bid to achieve a B for this subject. i have to achieve an impossible, that is. . . That is to obtain a full 40 marks for the mcq. Though i know this is near impossible, i got no choice. I have to try, i have to give my best shot, its the last way for me to achieve a B for geog. To salvage my pride. . . I have to do anything and everything. . .

Since geog went wrong, i have to depend on my humans. Unexpected change on plans. I have never plan to use this subject for my r4. I have no choice after the battle of geog. Luckily humans battle starts after geog. If it had started b4 geog, then my goal is finished, there's no more back door, i will be executed in January. So i have to thank god for this last chance. I'm gonna take this chance with 2 hands! And i will give anything and everything for this up coming battle which will begin in 24 hrs time!

The lost battle of geog change my mindset greatly. I will do my utmost for every subject no matter what's the outcome for the battles of geog and humans. Actually when this Olevels battle begins, most ppl felt they can celebrate on 0211, friday. That day's battle was sci, physics. I felt the same as them. But today's lesson taught me something, i will fight for every piece, every scrap and every inch of ground even if they are not so significant. My battle will only end on 0711. Dear comrades, friends, i will see you then.

This time. . . It's the last option, last chance for me. It's make or break. . . Life or death!

Olevels

Today morning still talk with joanna phoon. haha, i think she really a very good friend and kind hearted also lor. Like to talk to her in class, creating laughter! Talking abt geog with her this morning. I sounded very relaxed lor. thought my geog still can get B. Haiz but later, hopes are dashed. So sad! Later at night, talked with yl in msn. Help to answer her doubts. Then later, i 表白 to her, i have always wanted to tell her that, but she sometimes act dont know. So this time it is like to remind her that i still. . . And i gonna really try, i'm willing to do anything and everything! Even. . . Even if i'm gonna失败. I make sure i don't leave any regrets behind! I'm gonna be a happy spiderman. . . Haha! As i knew i have done anything and everything i could to win your heart! No regrets!

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