Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Beloved homeland,

The Great Sun finally sets on the O-levels today, reasons for tears and joy. Tears, as i knew the battle was lost, no more fring chances for redemption. Joy, as i knew my soldiers will be coming home and the end of this war.

I could say that i will deserve my result in Jan, regardless of good or bad. I have to accept, even if its a defeat. Sing my own praises if i find the results sweet in Jan.

Right now, the worst thing for some candidates is, they will have to endure a long period of a couple of months of agony silently, as they believe they had performed badly for this battle. While those who believe that they have done well, they will probably look towards Jan. However, confidence may stab some of this hopefuls in Jan, sending their worlds crashing, Blom!

As for me, i neither look forward nor will be suffering in silence agony for this couple of months. Feeling ok for most subjects, just fear that carelessness will murder my neutral stance, and i died unknowing what had sent me to my sudden grave in Jan.

I have no plans yet for this long period of winter(holiday), hibernating(no jobs) or feeding myself($), while playing with snow(fun). I would prefer working in airport, though there is really little food($), but it made it up with its good and slacking environment. It all depends, having said so much.

The Final End

Man, i was woken up by my japanese neigbours who were talking outside their hse. In the morning at abt 5am today. I was sleeping on my bro's bed, always wanting of sleeping on his bed, its so comfortable, goes to sleep immediately. When i was awoke, it already started to drizzle. I took a peek, one of them was seeing off one of them who got a flight. Maybe their conversation was about the rain which started b4 she went off. I felt like opening the window and say 'sumimasen, i need to sleep, i need to go sch later at 6+, i have exam later.' , in a polite manner. But i didnt cos i was lazy and really tired and also that i does not want them to think that i'm petty causing our sprouting relationship to be affected.

Woke up by my hp alarm at 605, doze off. Woke up by my father at 615, doze off again. Woke up at 635 and straight sat up! But during this 20 mins, i have a dream, that's incredible! But i cant remember the dream content. Went to sch and sat for geog mcq. Rather smooth going though i did meet some tricky qns. Went home straight, considering my options for celebration.

Did not know really what to do for my own celebration. Consider going out with
jamie and co, but 1130 is just too early for me, rejected. Then what abt zhiyan and co gathering?
Nah, many ppl expected, but it did not turn out the case after asking her at night. Wanted to watch '兄弟' a long time back, but it came out at the wrong time! Then dropped the idea completely as i calculated that the movie will already be 3 weeks old.

Haiz, picked up the idea this afternoon, to go watch it. Meeting cl and ws to go watch it at ps, cnt be late as there's only one screening at 455. Meet cl first, later ws will join us up. Instead of going ps straight at 130, which we will use the time b4 the movie for arcading, we decided to go rm for lunch and arcade. Lost to cl again! 3-2! Changed my formation again, to 3-5-2. Not bad, that's me, i like to tinker. Then took lrt to compass then mrt to ps, reach there nearing 4. In the meantime, cl acrading again while i went to browse cds and books. Ws did join up. We blamed him for not bringing his girl- friend(not stead)(we trust his taste) to the movie as the gal didnt mind coming, but he thought the movie nc16! Meaning that the gal cant watch(underage)! Its wasnt! Otherwise i would have one more number in my contact. Then went carrfour for some snacks and drinks. I grab a lemon tea and some nuts. However we do not know how to smuggle them in! We helped one another. I kept 2 bottles of drinks in my back pockets of my cargo pants. While they shared the rest, hiding them in their jackets. Hope they wont drop! They did not and we got away.

The movie “兄弟” is good, something like “无间道” but not really. Didnt regret watching it though at first i was like ok even if we dont decided to go out anymore. I found some phrases worth reciting like“你只不过是张白纸！”，“ 你是不是从火星来的？! 你知不知道你家族是干什么的！？，“要上厕所啊！上厕所要不要我陪啊！”。 We said these phrases to one another, haha! If u didnt watch the movie, u cant find the laughter in these phrases.

Later, went back to bbc to play. Play a full court then as winners we played against the 'next team' half court. We lost narrowly to them 11-9. They are decent, the 2 gals were quite accurate in their shots while the 3 guys were technically good. 4 vs 5, unfair in numbers. Then play some other matches b4 going to eat dinner with ws and cl at 9+ at koufu. Spent total abt 20 today, not bringing home other things, except one more movie ticket.

Done with dinner, we went back to bbc to slack. Then ws told us that he lost his hp, he searched the bbc and kofu. Cant find. I then told him to search the bench which we sat on b4 going to koufu. Found it there, he own me one.

Thats it, went home cos i do not want to miss “楚汉骄雄”, fall in love with it. Thats what my so-called celebrations are. Simple.

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11:22 PM