Thursday, November 15, 2007

Today i have a walk of my life. Went out to Mustasva, not sure if i spelled it correctly. Went there to look for a long sleeve white shirt for my new job- waiter. No choice, i do not have enough $ to buy clothes for prom, I have to do this job, as they paid salaries at the end of the day , not 2 weeks after or a month after. I only have $132.60, my whole saving. I bought $32.60 It's surely wasnt enough. When i went back home, i only have $118.30 with me.

Today, i'm supposed to be accompanied by cl. Call him many times in the morning, didnt ans them. Then later tell me that he's sick and just come back from clinic. Blew my top, is it too difficult for him to ans a darn call or send a msg to me?! And we quarrelled. Make peace with him over the phone later. I still treat him like my good friend.

When i had bought the shirt, i begin my walk of my life. From mustasva to bugis. Ya, went there to offer prayers, look around as where. Then from bugis to plaza sing. Reach the cathay b4 plaza sing, i was hungry, went to the 711 there, bought a cup noodles, find a place and eat it- my lunch. A angmoh guy and his female friends walked past me, one of these bitches said ' curse you, darn singapore!' What a fucking black bitch to say that. And she doesnt look like a black. Hate you all americans or angmohs or western foreigners!Fuck off from Singapore! Everyone of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went back to sk, no more energy to shop plaza sing, though its part of my plan for today. Then went to metro. Check out the belt, shoes, pants which i also need for my job. Think i gonna wear these for prom too, except for the shirt. I have no choice, the most i can promise is, they should be good enough for prom. Told a male salesperson that i'm on budget. He know what to so. The belt- $30, shoes- $59, black pants- $40. Haiz ,no choice, just buy the shoes and the pants tomorrow. The belt, b4 prom.

On my way back, met liang jun, my pri classmate for last 3 yrs. Told me hes going for prom, xin min sec. Man, his pants is just enough to beat me. $165, for a black jeans. Must be a heavens brand.

From tml to next tuesday, its 5 days. The job paid me $30+ per night. I will try to work for this 5 days. Then i should have $150 to spend for prom. Not gonna spend every cent on prom. Just buy what i need and want. I wont buy any pants and shoes for prom, cos i will buy them tml, for my job as well. Call me a miser if u want. No choice, my father isnt rich, if he was, i dont even have to go on budget and work. Think i'm not going to follow the theme, too X, 脚踏实地比效好。Just do the best to my capability. I just can only promise u all that i will make myself presentable that night.

Just when i'm done with this blog, my mum handled me a $50, she probably knows that i'm financially strained. Hey, that doesnt mean i wont stay buget. I gonna buy those stuffs that i mentioned earlier. Gonna use the $50 carefully.

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