Saturday, December 1, 2007

Yesterday i felt sad cos zhiqin called me a fucker, and angry. Sad and angry cos she dont appreciate my actions. But later, i dont blame her, she dont like ppl to control her. Maybe she felt that my concern for her is too much like controlling her, then she cant bear, then scold me a fucker. I understand, she later said sorry to me.

Then today went kovan play pool with ws, cl, doris and crystal. I first time play time pool, darn noob lah, haha. . . Then went to pay the bill- $19.60, the gals no $ pay lor, they cheated us! Haha, but nvm lah, since first time go out with them, take it as a treat, man. Ladies, we're gentlemen.

Reach home abt 515, ask ws come my hse, cl came later. Slack until 6.30 then go down. Saw the 2 gals again. Play bb with them. Then some common ppl come challenge us- next team. Brothers, it's time to show our colours! Me, ws and cl a team. The y looked down on us, so the more we scored, the more we want to kan them! And we did, piece of cake. What make me more motivated and more confident in me and my brothers is what andy, who has been watching the match, said to us after the match. Translation- ' Next time change shoes leh, dont keep wearing slippers lah'. We know the real meaning of these few sentences. It actually mean that he respected us and he want to play against us in a fair match where all players wear shoes. Whats more is that i really respect him, i think he is quite a good basketballer i know in that court.

The next matches we played, see me separated from ws and cl. I didnt enjoyed being in my new team. Cos i'm being shouted at when i made the wrong move, and i hate ppl to shout at me, i will appreciate if he tell me nicely. Though my team was the winner, i didnt felt happy at all, at times i felt like just walking out from that match.

Then ask hongteng to stay behind, cos ws and i did not know what to do abt something, and needed advice badly. Ht agreed with my stand and we persuaded ws to change his decision. Is not that i dont want to stop the fight, is true that i'm hum ji. But the main reason why i don wanna go down stop the fight is, i know zhiqin is persistant. She dont change her decision. So even if i can stop the fight tml, she will fight someday, somewhere. 1 more thing troubling me is zhiqin again. I really hope she wont go that guy hse. . . Even if she set her mind of going. I really didnt want her to get hurt!

I'm really pissed off by these things! I dont wanna care anymore. . .

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