Saturday, December 15, 2007

I got a lot of thinking to do. Did that post really make her felt like that? I didn't mean she is that, never was a single thought. I read that post a few times after she told me that. I couldn't find a single clue why she felt like that. Maybe, fiona thinks too much. And you are really CUTE in that picture. I wished i can have it. The whole world may think it's ugly, but i will never feel it that way. Maybe the whole world or even yrself will think that you're ugly, but never in my eyes. Cos in my eyes, you are beautiful. So beautiful that i am at a lost on how to describe it. Just so beautiful. Only u occupied my thoughts, my everything! I couldn't imagine a day without thinking of u. Nothing could dislogde u from me. That's how's much i liked u. And can u just have more confidence in yrself, a higher self esteem? Please do it, not for anyone's sake, but just purely for your ownself:)

I realised it's also painful to take a walk down memory lane, been there, felt that. I still find it painful whenever i have to remember that night, or think abt it. I think i really like u, i still cant bear to put you to one side, and let u collect dust. Even if u collect dust, i will still wipe that layer of dust off, with my tears. That's how much i like u. I'm still wondering whether u will accept me in the future. I won't give up so easily. But i know secretly deep down u won't. That night may be the last and only chance i will have to hold u in my arms. Now, i felt pain.

15.12.07sat

10:15 AM