Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Today, I have finally seen u through, everything. Just that i stepped out of yr life still with questions marks. Why did u do this to me? What actually happen? And did u have any reasons why u're doing this to me?

Now i dont know should i hate u to yr last bit or what?! U only did one bad thing to me, that is doing this to me! I treasure this friendship. But you, just dump it into the dustin. And u dont even dare to tell me yr reasons. Instead, u used this guy called edwin. If i rmb correctly, when i first viewed yr profile. This same edwin post a comment to u. Something like this- i thought u are a true friend, but i guess i was wrong. Take care.' Even idoits can guess what this edwin's fate is. Same as me, being dump by u. Then suddenly he post a comment to me, telling me to stay away from u. I wanted to reply him, but i guess, he's gutless. He dont allow comments, only by his friends in friendster.

Wasting my time. He trying to act beng? He had failed completly. Not even worth me taking a look at him. Useless fellow. I guess u're just using this fellow as yr puppet with the promise of friendship. Think he will get dump by u after this thing ended. Poor guy, he dont even know what hit him. I bet he died with a sweet smile on his naive face. Just hope this wont happen to you, edwin. But if she really did that to you, i'm not shocked, cos u have a mentality of a primary sch kid, how pathetic for you xD. Take it a lesson learnt, kiddy. U need to pay fees for learning lessons, just that u pay a bigger price. So i gonna wished u all the best in yr friendship with her. Maybe it will last a lifetime for u. Better pray hard, kiddy.

What a day, didnt my blog says i hate quarrelling with ppl. Ya, i feel tired after this war with that edwin. Never could i imagine u treat me like this, joanne. I hate to give u names. I will not. I will just blame myself for treating u with all my heart. How dumb! I learnt my lesson. And i paid a price for the fees. And next time, dont use a person to speak yr words to another person. Do it face to face. Maybe u dont dare to tell me why u 're doing to me. Maybe u have no reasons, cos i never did anything wrong to u. If so, then i cant understand why u ended this friendship. Or maybe, u are a hypocrite right from the start of this friendship! I dont know the truth, only u knew. You should just remember this real fact, u ended this friendship, not me!

Its true that i really enjoyed the short time we spent together and i dont mind keeping these sweet memories deep. U just did one bad thing to me, that is to end this friendship. What a finale. It's like a beautiful, yet murderous betrayal. U killed me from behind. Knock me dead by an evil, deadly blow, which i cant look back at u,asking u why are u doing this to me, through my totally disbelief eyes. Dead. I will just take it that i woke up from a sweet dream, just that that the awakening is a really, really nasty awakening. 当做好梦终于做完. . .

I felt really emotional tying this post. Sad, confuse and burning with rages how this friendship had came to this end. Nevermind. It's over, finally. An end to a long period of uncertainty and despair. The only consolation.

16jan wed

7:45 PM