Monday, April 7, 2008

On my way back home from sch, at outram park. Going down the escalator, a gal rests her head on the hand panel, while escalator was going up. I thought it was you! My thoughts then are only you! YES YOU! I kept looking at you, but you didnt show yr face.

I'm not ready to just leave like that, though curiousity kills the cat. I went up the escalator to check if it's really you. I looked around the whole station, but i didnt saw the gal anymore. I only saw the guys whom i suspected were her friend. No trace of you, no trace of that gal. During this, my thoughts ran wild, i ask myself what to do if it was really you, i didnt have a clear picture. I then left.

My only regret was i didnt search the upper storey leading to the exit of the train station. If you went up there to hide, then this would be my biggest regret!

Maybe it was really u! Cos u hide yr face from fear of being recongised by me! Then its truly the biggest blunder and regret. Maybe this is Fate's last chance for me. But i hope he will always give me chances!

I dont care for the fact if the gal is u or not. I just wanna bump into you one day, Fate's way of answering me why u left me that way!

I still think of you at times. All the memories you left me are sweet, they bought smiles to me. But the way u left me, ended this friendship was the first and last tragic memory u left for me!

I seem to be affected by things related to you, you like and so on whenever, wherever i bump into or saw them. They had a lasting effect. But still i nvr hide the fact that i long to be friends again with u, and i want a better friendship with u. I'm greedy, but for u, everything is worth it.

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