Monday, October 13, 2008

I'm going back to school in hours time. I don't know how i feel towards this fact. Both reluctance and determination. A new beginning, maybe the turning point in my life, maybe i will change.

Reluctance as in i hate to study, seriously.

Determination to do more, do better. I think i don't want to be the Jing Kai of now. I hope i can change. Maybe i can compromise, 2 faces of me, maybe in the end, only the old Jing Kai remains.

大哥是对的！我应该，必须，一定要永远记得这句话！大哥，那晚所对我说的话都是为我好的！虽然，可能到最后，我什么都没有改变，什么都没变。但我愿意去试！现在的劲凯没什么。。。我希望，我会努力，我能努力，我肯努力，我能做到。

My gpa is only 2.9, this sucks for a year one's first semester. Many people or most people said that the gpa gonna drop as u keep going up in poly. I wish and wanna be one of the few ones who break this trends. Thats my target, resolution. Even if i only improved by 0.01. Unexpected results do happen when i got back my result. Thermodynamics scoring a B+ though i failed mst-the biggest surprise. I maybe should tell myself- See, i can do it!

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