Monday, October 12, 2009

I'm really suffering now. I dont know what i'm thinking. I'm just confused. I told my a couple of my friends about it. They offered their thoughts. I felt they're right to some extent, but still, i dont think i found the right answrs to my thoughts. But still, i did feel better after telling them and credits to them.
Why am i thinking so much! One of them told me to follow my feelings, do what i want to do. Go find her and talk. Don't regret it. Some how true. At the same time, i questioned my stupidity, why am i suffering so much for just a person ? i wondered, but still, i think, i felt like seeing her and talking to her. is it because i pity her, miss her or do i need a companion(my friend suggested this point.(True to some extent))
Maybe I'm always like this. Maybe i should bear this out and in some time, i will forget about her and live normally. Or maybe should i just go and find her, and try understand why I'm doing these, in case of any regrets. (In my thoughts, i'm thinking of finding her, talking to her again, get her address, stay in contact. Once and for all. Readers should be now laughing at my stupidity)
Arhhhh, could any one help to understand my thoughts and analysis it? Oh God, i wish you could appear in my dream and tell me. . .

2:08 AM