Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Today went to work. Sometimes I'm think about it. I decide to ask Ya Er about it, i always think that she could enlighten me, and she didn't disappoint me.
She said that is I who needed companion and i saw her as someone who could provide that. Then she said that i shouldn't go and my thoughts are childish but she said its normal for someone like me. She said i had already set my mind to go but just that i have some doubts remaining. She said its right to do what u wanna do and leave no regrets. Yesterday i blogged that i was feeling terrible, i called her before i sleep. Indeed after a short conversation, i felt like as if a heavy stone have been dropped off. (maybe its right that i need companion and its her)
I think its set. Waste some $ better than leaving regrets behind even if the gains are few or nothing.

2:22 AM