Friday, June 25, 2010

i'm really very happy today, although in the end i'm real tired.

in the theater of iluma, you rest yr head or sleep on my shoulder occasionally for a while, i could felt yr breathing. Be it there's no intention at all, i just hope u will continue to rest yr head on my shoulder. Many thoughts are running through my head in the theater. Are you dropping hints or are u simply needing a shoulder. i don't care, simply put; i felt i'm in a relationship and i hope it's real.

i held yr fingers once, but it wasn't for long, you let go after a while. what does this mean? i really don't know. movie ended. Took a pic with you, i put my hand on yr shoulder, asking if you mind, you said yes with a smile. Took my hand off. Pic taken.

had deserts with you gals, you said as your sister. . . What does this mean? I hope we could be more than this.

took the bus with u back. fate gives us a pair of seats in the packed bus. u lean yr shoulder against mine, told u to rest my head on the shoulder, you do it, but also for a while. i felt we were in a relationship. i told u i felt we were in a relationship but you said u don't feel that way, my heart did drop. i also told u i hope the bus won't have a final destination, just keep going. I really hoped.

nonetheless, all have a end. i took one last look at you before goodbye, exchanging our eyes.

today is a fairytale. i need to know what exactly my feelings are towards you, is it for real or just a sudden surge.

right now i feel, feelings have developed. what next will happen i don't know.

25 june 10, friday

11:22 PM