Sunday, June 27, 2010

i more feel that its just a sudden surge. cos when u replied back i felt some relief like at least u willing to speak to me, i think at least we are still friends, maybe just that u will be more cautious towards me or maybe we will never be closer again, i hope you wont. i was really scared when u chased me away :( is that i didnt know treating u good is something u dont like. thinking back, its like the joanne incident. Maybe after 2 years long since dec 2007, i forgot and need some reminder.
i also dont know how it will be when we meet again, arkward? hope we can return to the days before that movie. you said i treated you differently since the movie. i also know that but i think its more like towards a new friend which i treasured, thats why.
but looking back, i dont really like the days, its like everyone thinks i'm fooling around, a normal thing.
whatever it is, i still treat you like a friend, but hope u wont reject me treating u better, hope we can go back to the days before the movie, you're right, maybe a little better treatment will be fine.

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