Saturday, July 10, 2010

What a twist of fate... i can't believe it, but i don't know if i shall quit or restart this. i wanna restart

the aunty told me that you and her over qq, you told her that u have hao gan towards me. That day was the day after you chased me away on sunday, 27 june! you chased me away that day, yet the next day u say u have hao gan of me. whats all this about, is there any specific reason that u dont want us to go further ?
she told me what happen this thursday when u and her are working together. she say she asked if i was there, would she has the strength to continue, you said YESSSS! whats this supposed to mean when the next day, which is friday, which is yesterday on the train home together, we cleared up everything and i really trusted you, and i thought all these are my wishful thinking, me putting a full-stop to this!? does feelings fade so fast overnight?!
i dont believe... thens what your reason for covering up on the train home yesterday?! i really dont know what u are thinking, now the situation is we like each other mutually, but what for all this covering up, saying the opposite stuffs? whatever, now i'm really confuse and helpless though i lived again when i know u really like me

lucky there's this gal who never fails to brighten up the day wherever we work. she always smile heartily when we both make eye contact :) i always ask u why u always smile when u look at me, is it that i'm cute or funny? haha xD
bought u kopi-c as i thought this may perked u up for work and afraid that milk tea is fattening. bought u a red bean bun though u only ask for something hot. just a gentleman act? haha, but i'm a bit sad when u told me u gave the bun to another guy but its really fine:)
gave u my number when earlier, u dont wanna give me yours, though i dont know if u will call me though i ask u to, when i drop off. really thanks for being the only light when my day becomes night, how i wished if i and her is as straight forward as u and me :/
but i still wanna thank u for being there when i shared with u my troubles, really thanks. i hope our relationship not just remain good colleagues, friends better :)

10july2010

11:46 PM